When I said 'nothing', I spoke a lot
Some assumptions exposed, as we fought
My silences reveal meanings
For you cannot say, or know
And all your thoughts, you let it grow
It grows and dies,
With all my sins, I lie
When we spoke not once
Neither you nor I
Sat with empty mouth, with no words to shout
We don't understand the other
Drowned in senses, not to bother
Numbness seeps deep through
A pungent smell, I see it brew
A pattern stir deep
As we take a leap
Thoughtless nights, as I sit to wonder
What must I think? What must I ponder
I have become so blank
Where all my smiles sank
What do you see?
Ain't all feelings gone?
I feel, I am yet again reborn
Birth is a new phase, or return to an old
Words that I collect from you every fold
Ask not me! Where I am lost
Why did I speak ? At what cost?
A sentimental foe fumes in
I commit, I commit yet another sin!
